Thursday, August 11, 2011

Friday, June 24, 2011

Destiny?

I am of the belief that “Love never fails” it’s really the people who fail. I believe that when you love someone it does not die easily. But I also believe that love is about giving and not getting. You should not expect love in return, you should just love with all your heart and be content you did. Time will heal your wounds. Allow yourself to sorrow and feel the pain for the time of grief will pass. You will learn to live with the break up. If you believe in destiny then you have to know that things happen when they are meant to be. People part for reasons beyond human comprehension but the reality remains, if you are meant to love each other and be with each other, it will happen. That’s the power of destiny. Love always wins. Love is important and only it counts.

Tuesday, June 21, 2011

Space.. ya diiig?

You don’t have to be together all the time to keep your relationship intact. Be together yet give space to each other, so you can want to be together even more. Encourage each other to spend time for the things they like. Let your partner have fun, they need a social life. If you trust them, then it shouldn’t be a problem. There has to be an open positive exchange of trust. If you keep asking questions and always trying to keep an account of what they’re doing then you are actually not giving them space. There should be openness in your relationship so that both can spend time on their own without the guilt of ignoring each other. It has to be a mutual agreement.

Never deprive yourself of the things you like as you will never be happy with yourself and your partner. You need to love yourself first before you love somebody else. When you do the things you like, you become the individual that your partner loves you for. Give space to yourself and don’t lose your identity. All of us need time to understand and know ourselves better, to do the things we enjoy. It is the key to a healthy relationship. How can you miss your lover when you are always clinging to each other? You have to be apart to miss each other and know the depth of your love. It is only when you are away from your lover, when you realize how much you love and need them


Space.. ya diiig?

You don’t have to be together all the time to keep your relationship intact. Be together yet give space to each other, so you can want to be together even more. Encourage each other to spend time for the things they like. Let your partner have fun, they need a social life. If you trust them, then it shouldn’t be a problem. There has to be an open positive exchange of trust. If you keep asking questions and always trying to keep an account of what they’re doing then you are actually not giving them space. There should be openness in your relationship so that both can spend time on their own without the guilt of ignoring each other. It has to be a mutual agreement.

Never deprive yourself of the things you like as you will never be happy with yourself and your partner. You need to love yourself first before you love somebody else. When you do the things you like, you become the individual that your partner loves you for. Give space to yourself and don’t lose your identity. All of us need time to understand and know ourselves better, to do the things we enjoy. It is the key to a healthy relationship. How can you miss your lover when you are always clinging to each other? You have to be apart to miss each other and know the depth of your love. It is only when you are away from your lover, when you realize how much you love and need them



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Saturday, June 18, 2011

Take it slooow

Lately I have been thinking about a lot of things, about life and time and love and everything else in this world. It’s crazy how the speed of life moves so fast, one moment you think you’ve got it all together, and then a week later back down you go. Ever wonder how you got to where you are? Where did the last ten years of your life go? Does it all seem like a blur to you? One minute you’re learning how to tie your shoe, the next minute you’re on your way to school, before you know it, you’re driving, then you’re getting married, and having a few children, it’s crazy. Sometimes I think we are so focused on large big goals that we always fail to realize the small things. We forget to take notice probably the majority of the time because we live in a society that is fast. Impatience is a quality we love to thrive on.

When you live too fast, you pass by many things and you take it all for granted. We live on such a fast track, that when we actually do stop for a minute or two, we are sometimes dumbfounded. “How did I get here” runs through your mind, “I can’t believe the year is almost over” you know? Please know that every day is special. It could be the happiest day of your life, or your last. Knowing that, why not make your days count? We always rush to make others happy, but let’s make ourselves happy. Take the time to support yourself. You will not only feel physically better, but mentally better as well. Take the time to tell people close to you, that you love them; take the time to start that thing you always wanted to do. Take time out for you, because we have one life to live and you don’t want to miss out on it. After all, “life goes by too fast.


Wednesday, June 15, 2011

He heals the broken hearted and bandages their wounds - Psalm 147:3

I am a firm believer that God does not let bad happen, without having something beautiful come out of it. And I know it’s hard to understand the concept of that statement, but God is good all the time. I have faith and trust that he will take care of whatever difficulties you may be having and or any personal problems one may be facing. Always remember, when the praises go up, the blessings come down.

Tuesday, June 14, 2011

Know who you are

I find it funny when people say that they want to find the person who knows them better than themselves. All in all, everyone is entitled to their own opinion but I’ve heard this line all too often. It’s dangerous to allow anyone to know you that well. You should be the one who knows yourself inside and out; your fears, wonders, whatever it may be. It doesn’t mean you don’t love them or love them any less. It leaves room for wonder, adventure, mysteries. I don’t want to allow anyone to have that grasp on me. You can love someone without giving them every single portion of you. You don’t have to milk out every single detail that is your being to proclaim that you love someone. I just think that it’s this thought that has caused so many people to fall so hard. You give yourself so much that you forget who you are and what you stand by. People often forget that we are always changing and that nothing lasts forever

Monday, June 13, 2011



" I love you but you're not the one"



To be honest, I'm not sure if I am happy anymore. I am so scared to hurt you, that in the end it is only hurting me. Deep down inside I know that you are not the "one" that I want to marry someday because everything just doesn't feel right. I really need someone to talk to. Damn.



" If I die young, bury me in satin, lay me down on a bed of roses. Sink me in the river, at dawn. Send me away with the word of a love song. "



Be your own friend

Enjoy your own company. Be content with just being with you. Love yourself and it will show by the way you love and treat others. If you can be a best friend to you, think about how much easier it would be to be a best friend to someone else. We can and need to be our own best friend to ourselves because we understand what it means, because we’ll have the best teacher, us. So next time you think you need a best friend, you remember this little saying, best friends come and best friends go, but you, you’re never going to leave yourself. Don’t depend your life on someone who might not be there, depend on yourself. Don’t worry about others, just live life accordingly


Being there for someone

when they need you is showing love. Calling someone while they are going through emotions is showing love. Paying someone a visit just because you miss them is showing love. Sending your girl flowers when it isn’t her birthday is showing love. These small acts add up to this magnificent emotional that draws each of us in it’s unique way. Love is able to find its way into our hearts. No matter how small the crevice is, love can seep in and change our lives forever. It can bring out what was hidden. By doing that, the light within will have more room to shine brighter than ever. Let love in and life will come with it.

Sunday, June 12, 2011









"I believe that life is a prize, but to live doesn't mean you're alive"



This is for you

" God has a plan for your life." I have heard that so much growing up that it really did become a part of me. I believe it then, and I believe it now. Thankfully I have a much better understanding of it now than I did then. I used to believe that God had one plan for me. Just one. That there was one path for my life to follow and if I messed up then I would be doomed to live a pointless life. A life that God merely tolerated because I am his child and he has an obligation to keep his word to love me. That meant that I would have to figure out exactly what his plan for me was, and then execute it perfectly. Talk about pressure right? but thankfully, I now understand how wrong that line of thinking was.

The bible says “For I know the plans I have for you,” declares the Lord, “plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope, and a future.” Jeremiah 29:11. This verse of scripture tells me two things that I find encouraging: 1) that he has plans for me. Plural. As in more than one, and 2) that they are good. “…Your will be done, on earth as it is in heaven…” Mathew 6:10. And to me that means that nothing in my life is without meaning and purpose, even the ugly stuff. I may not understand it or how it works, but that doesn’t make it any less true. “…but the plans of the Lord stand firm…” Psalm 33:11 “….what I have planned, that will I do…” Isaiah 46:11


God’s plans always come to pass. His plans cannot be thwarted. I may not know the plans he has for me, but as I walk in faith I know that I will live his plan for me. I may take a detour along the way; I may mess up and get distracted for a time. I may rush things and get out ahead of him or drag my feet and lag behind. But in the end I’ll be where I’m supposed to be, and I’ll have accomplished his will for me. Maybe that’s why it is impossible to please God without faith: we start fearing that we have missed his plan so we stop moving forward. We get mired in our mistakes, our lies, our fears and, instead of taking the necessary steps to set everything right we just stay there, acting as if we don’t know what we need to do. Let’s act, and do what we need to do.


I hope you see this. In times of hardships always seek God for guidance. He has a plan for you just as long as you are willing to accept his plan. Always remember that I am always here and no matter what, always remember to put God first before anything else. Never doubt him and never lose trust in him. If you need a good laugh or someone to talk to I am always here. PROMISE. Just always remember that your are never alone. God is always with you.


Wednesday, June 8, 2011

Have you ever bumped into your ex ?

The one you fell in love with ? The one who made you the happiest & cried the hardest ? The one that made you feel like you were the most special thing on Earth ? Once you see that person, you either look down on the ground while your bodies pass one another, you look at them straight in the eye with a smile that may seem like you’re OK, or you go up to them and give them a hug you’d never let go. It’s hard to see that person with someone else. You start to think that they’re better off without you, while you feel like a fool who can’t move on. Just a glimpse of that person, your mind is filled with memories you guys share. From your first date, your first hug, your first kiss, to your last. Nothing can erase the memories you had with each other. You simply can’t let go of feelings & emotions towards someone like that. It takes time. But, even with time, there will still be a piece of you that loves that person.

Tuesday, June 7, 2011

Did you know?

If you asked my ex's or my boyfriend what my favorite flower is they would probably say "roses".. but to be honest their not. I have received roses from my ex's and even from my boyfriend but what they really don't know is that my favorite flowers are gerber daisies. I'm not saying that I didn't appreciate it when they gave me roses because I DID! but there is something about gerber daisies that makes me so happy. I love how their so innocent, pure and its beauty is so indescribable.



Falling in love is nearly the same as the comparison of throwing a boomerang, once you throw it away from you, it will find itself to snake back into your hands and you will find yourself to catch it. As if you were falling from a hundred story building, it’s too late to regret what you’ve done once you’re only a foot away from the ground. Love, you can’t help it, by choice, if you consider to take initiative with your actions and walk away once you know you’re getting attached, you can just be smart and walk away. But most of us are the idiot ones, we all choose to stay and end up falling in love, we choose to love so unconditionally, we often forget about ourselves and lose the human being we were. We want to do everything for the person we love so much that, by the end of the day, you start to realize what kind of a monster you’re turning into and if you’re anywhere near having the abilities to be inhuman.

How is it possible? The one thing that is so abstract could affect us humans so much. I guess you can say that the things we cannot see could harm us more than the things that actually exists, I mean, at times we rather hurt ourselves physically than feel emotional pain, when clearly, pain is pain, and it’s inevitable, not much we could do about it but be strong and smile about it anyway.

We may never know it though, as much as we say we’re fine, the more we lie to ourselves, the more we kill ourselves slowly. If you’re going to kill yourself slowly, at least have some dignity in it you know? Don’t be pathetic and drown yourself in sorrows.


Monday, June 6, 2011

We always talk about the past but we never do anything about it" - anonymous <3


There’s that age-old saying “don’t say it unless you mean it.” Words are just sounds when there is no force of meaning behind them, no emotion carved out in between those letters, or sentiment imbued into every tick and curve of each character.


An empty cup is not a drink.
An empty book is not a story.
An empty heart is not living.


Empty words are not useful. Empty words cannot be properly imbibed by someone deprived and thirsting for your affection. Each word needs to be filled with some sort of sustenance in order for someone to consume them and be truly satisfied. Like a dictionary, the words you emit should come with their intended meaning. There should be no confusion behind your words. They should be composed of the writings of each heartbeat, making sure it bleeds semantics and fills your words with a voice wanting to express what your heart holds dear.

But it’s so much more than that.

Words can only go so far as they are willing to travel before they fall onto deaf ears or those who is not within earshot of your voice. Some may choose not to listen regardless of the sentiment in the form of desperation dripping from your heart.
Like a dictionary entry you need to provide an example. Your voice must be accompanied by proof of your meaning or else the voice will get drowned out by the crowd of memories where other similar voices reside.

Like a dictionary you must provide a meaning to your words in order to convey the genuineness of your heart along with an example in the form of action to prove their credibility.


My life doesn’t revolve around people anymore, it revolves around myself. And as selfish as that sounds, it is. I’m not going to take another pause or break in my life, to stop myself from succeeding, I’m not going to change the person that I am and forget about my own happiness for somebody else. I’m not going to let people tell me that my dreams are not going anywhere, and I’m definitely not going to let people ruin me anymore nor let myself forget who I am. I’m tired of being kicked around, I’m tired of pleasing everyone.

There’s nothing wrong with being selfish at this age, I’m young, and I have way too many things waiting for me in the future.

I have something waiting for me, and I’m going to get it with whatever I’m capable of doing, just to get there.


Sometimes I wonder..

  • Did I ever mean anything to you
  • Did you mean the things you said
  • Did you know how much you meant to me
  • Did you ever feel the same way
  • Did you know you hurt me

Saturday, June 4, 2011

“I was born in the arms of imaginary friends
Free to roam, made a home out of everywhere I’ve been
Then you come crashing in, like the realest thing
Trying my best to understand all that your love can bring

Half of my heart’s got a grip on the situation
Half of my heart takes time
Half of my heart’s got a right mind to tell you
That I can’t keep loving you with half of my heart

I was made to believe I’d never love somebody else
I made a plan to stay the man who can only love himself
Lonely was the song I sang ‘til the day you came
Showing me another way and all that my love can bring

Half of my heart’s got a grip on the situation
Half of my heart takes time
Half of my heart’s got a right mind to tell you
That I can’t keep loving you with half of my heart
With half of my heart

Your faith is strong
But I can only fall short for so long
Down the road, later on you will hate
That I never gave more to you than half of my heart
But I can’t stop loving you
I can’t stop loving you
But I can’t stop loving you with half of my
Half of my heart
Half of my heart

Half of my heart’s got a real good imagination
Half of my heart’s got you
Half of my heart’s got a right mind to tell you
That half of my heart won’t do”

Monday, March 7, 2011


this is incredible. goes to show that you really shouldn’t judge solely by looks, because people are far more than that. everybody has a story, a journey and a destination that they’re trying to reach, and like he said, just be happy with your life and how you live it- and nothing else matters.

Sunday, March 6, 2011

Tornado Meets A Volcano
It’s hard when personalities clash. It’s harder when two people in a relationship can never see eye to eye. But that’s the beauty of it. Two lefts don’t make a right, and opposites do attract. No matter how many times we can argue and fight, at the end of the day, it’s still you and me. As dangerous as both our personalities are, we will always make something beautiful.

Rollin'
Keep on moving forward. Never look back because everything behind you is an obstacle that you already have surpassed. Everyone is constantly trying to bring one another down. It is sad to see that people actually result to these things now-a-days. Hating on people that don’t do anything wrong. Jealousy begins to overcome the apposing person and all they can result to is hate. They do this because that is all they can do now. Because they want to stop you from being ahead of them. As you start to become more “noticed” in this world, people start to criticize every little thing you do. Just do what you do best and don’t let anyone or anything slow you down from reaching the top.
” If someone is trying to bring you down, it only means you are above them”

Smile
There’s always that one person that can make you happy, no matter what the circumstance. When you are with this person, all you can do is smile and you feel like nothing can harm you. Everything around you stops and suddenly it is just you and that one person. The little things that they do give you that warm feeling inside that no one else can give. When you are with them, you can only feel good vibes. With their presence you release Endorphin, which gives you a “feel good” sensation. Somewhat of a natural high. You then realize that he/she is someone you feel like you can’t live without, but at the same time their absence makes your heart grow fonder. Yes, things go wrong. Sure you two can fight sometimes, but at the end of the day they are all you can think about.

Saturday, March 5, 2011

You're a FLIRT
If you truly like someone, you don’t just flirt, you listen. You learn. You smile. You laugh. You remember. You appreciate. You fall. You feel. Flirting is not an indication of liking someone; flirting is just one aspect of it.

You can tell when someone likes you beyond one aspect. They will go above and beyond just a smile or a hug. A kiss would be too much because you are something special. But above and beyond like when you’re caught humming Dream’s verse “You got me walkin’ on the moon” all off-key and so what? They’ll do unexpected things for you. Unexpected leaps of faith that cause your stomach to leap as well.

You will just feel this bond. A bond that’s tighter than when you accidentally get your fingers stuck together with Crazy-Glu, except for this bond doesn’t freak you out as much. A bond created through late-night phone calls and your first “no, you hang up!” war. Proceeded with good morning texts where you catch your own bluff like..

“Hello, I kind of miss you.” sent @ 9:14am
“Okay, I lied. I miss you a lot.” sent @ 9:15am

Yeah, you try to be so sLick, but that L makes you sick in Love. A bond cherished by your endless sequence of thoughts about that single person. On your mind day and night, better than any Kid Cudi rhyme. High off love, better than anything Cudi’s been on. Addicted? Not really; more like treated. Treated by a prescription you’ve needed to cure all life’s insanities. Passion’s “tylenol when I’m in pain.”

A bond ignited by sparks larger than any fireworks you’ve seen. Disneyland at 9:30pm has got nothing on you, and neither does Ms. Perry. Yet, you start to believe it when she tells you you’re living a teenage dream. You’ll tingle more than when you fall asleep on your arm and you can’t feel it in the morning. (Honestly, I kind of get scared when that happens because sometimes I feel like it’s someone else’s arm in my bed O.O…)

Admit it now or never, you experience those famous butterflies that make your stomach drop faster than that first drop off Goliath. You don’t really notice you’re falling 3,000 feet from the sky. Gravity, “stay the hell away from me.” So jumping out of planes won’t matter. All that matters is them. More matter than you could ever feel tangibly. You could touch all the objects on this earth and feel more with them in just an hour. Better yet, you can feel them without even touching.

If you feel like this, you aren’t just flirting. This could be the real thing. This might be what they call love.

I love you?
Love is a strong word meaning there have been battles fought, tears were shed and sacrifices made. Some say "Love" is just a myth, others beg to differ. I think Love is something beautiful that is extremely dangerous and scary as well.

Friday, February 11, 2011

Saturday, February 5, 2011

DO your thing..
Some people make living so hard for themselves. Seriously, just chill the fuck out, and take life as it comes. Life’s honestly way too short, so don’t waste your own precious time on things that’ll only bring you down. Don’t be afraid to grasp every opportunity given to you. If you make the wrong decision, learn from that mistake and move on. Don’t let other’s opinions of you dictate your actions and the person you aspire to be. Be yourself, and don’t forget to always do everything with a smile. Life can be so much easier you know?…

Natural vs. Make up

Which do you like?

I honestly like both. I do like wearing make up, though I don’t need it to make myself pretty. That’s my personality’s job. Someone could be the most beautiful person in the world, yet their horrible personality just turns them into a horrible beast. I mean, I wear make up often, just not everyday anymore. I’d rather sleep in on a school day than wake up early to spend an hour in front of the mirror caking stuff on my face. Going to school without make up isn’t even bad. I don’t see why girls judge others that don’t wear it. I mean really? They’re beautiful without it and yet you’re making it seem like they need it to fit in with the rest of the girls. When a girl comes to school and says “Oh my god. I didn’t have enough time to do my make up. I look so ugly.” Get over yourself. You’re pretty and you don’t need make up to make you beautiful. At the moment I may sound like a total hypocrite… I’m not trying to say that wearing make up makes you fake and ugly. make up isn’t bad, I love wearing it. I’m just trying to get the point across that you don’t need it all the time. That without it you’re still beautiful.

Thursday, February 3, 2011

BOO! BITCH!
I straight up HATE those who torture animals and I mean that with all harshness possible. I despise, I look down upon, I will forever walk across of, I do not favor one bit of those who aren’t animal friendly. Seeing pictures, anywhere, with people torturing animals disgusts me and I find those assholes very, very distasteful and a disgrace to humanity. Hense, A DISGRACE. And yes, I will admit that I’m talking shit and bashing on, or what you call ‘hating’ on a certain group of people and I could clearly care less. I discriminate that group of humans permanently and forever will hold my anger and hate towards them. Hate, as I’ve said before, obviously isn’t a ‘good’ thing to do but my ‘hate’ towards these people is more of a disgust, an emotion I feel towards something I do not like counting in my life. If you torture animals, you should be ashamed of yourself! Like man, what did those cute little creatures ever do to you?! If someone ever hurt or attempted to hurt my little doggie, I would hunt those muthafuckas down and burn down their house and hope they live in a cardboard box for the rest of their lives. Humans have no right to abuse animals, period. Dumb whores.

ahhhuh
I’ve found that it`s a good thing to go through heartache at one point or another in your lifetime. Not the petty, childhood heartache. But the horrible kind we’ve experienced. But see, when you get to the healing part of this, you will have so much love to share with someone. You will be able to appreciate someone in ways even you cannot understand. You will be so much stronger than you were before. I know how much this sucks right now and I know it seems unfair, but when it’s all said and done with, this will all make sense. All this pain you are going through at this moment will eventually teach you some of the greatest lessons in life you will ever need to learn.

Frosty Formal 2011


Monday, January 31, 2011

May these words be one's wisdom
Not being close to someone in the same way you were in the past doesn’t mean you’ve lost the person. Neither you nor I own anyone; therefore, we cannot lose them. Everything is temporary. Even those we love who we feel will be by our side for eternity may remain in our hearts forever, but they cannot remain with us forever. We are constantly being faced by individuals who will cause us to challenge our own strength of character. In life we are placed in-front of an audience and watched by thousands of gimlet-eyes, critically determining and predicting how we will react to each circumstance. Strength is not shown through physical features or intellectual capabilities but one’s ability to stay true to themselves. Do not allow yourself to be discouraged by those who too in turn are disappointed with life. Appearances are deceiving. The arrogant and the proud doubt in themselves more than those lacking in self esteem. The insecure are revealed through their false exterior. Both are as vulnerable as the rest of us. The courageous are revealed through their honesty and ability to take that extra step. There is no easy way out and no ‘get-rich-quick’ scheme. Life is a battle and we are the battle ground. The fight is not in the world but within us, and only once we have won over ourselves, can we conquer other challenges. Yes, time will tell, but gain comfort in knowing that time is only the way in which we measure our progress. And thus, for as long as the world is here we have all the time in the world.


nobody knows i'm all alone
living in this castle made of stone
they say that money is freedom but i feel trapped inside it all
and while i sit so high up on a throne
i wonder how i can feel this low
on top of the world it's beautiful
but there's no place to fall


Our fear outweighs our desire to act in the best interests of ourselves and others
I believe we’re all scared and hiding from our own reality. Everyone has a secret they refuse to share. Because no matter what anyone tells you, your first instinct is to protect yourself and to hide from the disappointment loved ones will feel if they knew the truth. You can have all the hope in the world that if you tell people the truth everything will work out and be okay in the end. But the sad truth is fear is bigger than hope.

Sunday, January 30, 2011