Love Easy

How can some people say they don’t regret their mistakes? It’s something you did consciously, and you don’t want to show remorse for your actions? Having regrets is not about being weak, it’s about being sincere and actually having concern for those you may have hurt or sorry for promises you may have broken. Regretting doesn’t always mean you want to take back the lesson you’ve learned. You may wish to go back and change your ways, but still with the lesson of what you did wrong imprinted in your mind. Otherwise you wouldn’t know how to change the second time, right? I’m not saying regret every little mistake in your life, but having some regret for the bigger mistakes in your life is only natural and human.

Living life with no regrets at all is just a catch phrase. Being sorry for what you’ve done shows you have a heart. It means more to me for someone to have a heart than any saying could ever amount to.

Strength

Let me have the strength I need to live for something. For something more than just worry. For something more than just anger. For something more than just stress. I don’t want to be punished by sadness for someone else’s mistakes. Never let anyone tear you down. Never let anyone take away your smile for too long. You can’t worry too much about the things that span out of your control. It’s a waste of time. I need to regain something in myself.

There’s a lot that’s missing.

Home

Alabama, Arkansas, I do love my Ma & Pa

Not the way that I do love you

Holy roly, me, oh my, you’re the apple of my eye

Girl, I’ve never loved one like you

Man, oh man, you’re my best friend, I scream it to the nothingness

There ain’t nothin’ that I need

Well, hot & heavy, pumpkin pie, chocolate candy, Jesus Christ

There ain’t nothin’ please me more than you

Ahh, Home

Let me come Home

Home is wherever I’m with you

La la la la, take me Home

Baby, I’m coming Home

I’ll follow you into the park, through the jungle, through the dark

Girl, I’ve never loved one like you

Moats & boats & waterfalls, alley ways & pay phone calls

I’ve been everywhere with you

That’s true

We laugh until we think we’ll die, barefoot on a summer night

Nothin’ new is sweeter than with you

And in the sticks we’re running free like it’s only you and me

Geez, you’re something to see.

“Jade?”

“Alexander?”

“Do you remember that day you fell out of my window?”

“I sure do, you came jumping out after me.”

“Well, you fell on the concrete and nearly broke your ass and you were bleeding all over the place and I rushed you off to the hospital. Do you remember that?”

“Yes, I do.”

“Well, there’s something I never told you about that night.”

“What didn’t you tell me?”

“While you were sitting in the backseat smoking a cigarette you thought was going to be your last, I was falling deep, deeply in love with you and I never told you ‘til just now.”

“Now I know.”

Ahh, Home

Let me come Home

Home is whenever I’m with you

Ahh, Home

Let me come Home

Home is when I’m alone with you

Home

Let me come Home

Home is wherever I’m with you

Ahh, Home

Yes, I am Home

Home is when I’m alone with you.

Alabama, Arkansas, I do love my Ma & Pa

Moats & boats & waterfalls & pay phone calls

Ahh, Home

Let me come Home

Home is wherever I’m with you

Ahh, Home

Let me come Home

Home is when I’m alone with you

heartache is meant to teach..
Even the relationships I never thought I could overcome, I have. I remember myself at the weakest points. The nights where I couldn’t even recognize the person I’d become. Those nights were my worst. I failed myself in more ways than one by letting someone come into my life and completely destroy every value that belonged to love for me. People always tend to remember what traumatizes them most. It gets embedded into our system because of the pain it carries. All those nights twisted up, lost, and 3,000 miles away from contentment. We’ve all been there.

But heartache is meant to teach. It’s meant to define what is wrong from right. The despair leads to a lesson learned, and a lesson learned reaches for a stronger type of strength. The courage empowered by the need to overcome heartache teaches you to break the distress. Granted that being in a relationship tends to suffocate original solitude. Relationships hold you to a deep rooted dependency for that person. Then over the course of the months that you two stay separate, you regain the independence you had lost. It’s the cycle of life and love and all the emotions in between.

Try now to remember who you are and stop letting sadness block you from living for the better.