BLAAAAAAAH
I hate when girls say that everything the guy told them was bullshit. Where they say they didn’t love them or that they must be glad that they’re crying.

No. Stop that. I’m a girl and I don’t believe that bullshit.

Sure, you’re crying, but just because he broke up with you doesn’t mean he wants you to be sad. No, he doesn’t. He wants you to be happy, but he has to make himself happy too. Most people tend to think that the other person is only thinking of themselves and why couldn’t they think of them too. Let me just say something:

Would you rather be with someone who doesn’t love you, but stays, or
Would you rather be broken up with when the feelings honest to God aren’t there anymore?

Sometimes the person who is broken up with is the selfish one.
The other person has to be happy, too, and sometimes, you’re own happiness must come before others. And that’s okay.

And SHUT UP, they did love you. Honest to God they did. I promise you they loved you. But people change and feelings fade, but be glad they had the courtesy to even break up with you. They could have just ignored you for weeks. They could have dragged it on and on and on and the only way you knew that you had broken up was because facebook notified you. He cared enough to tell you and you should understand that.

They did love you. But they have to love themselves, too.

Don't try to hide it, I can smell that shit from a mile away.

When people say oh my stomach hurts

and all of a sudden it smells like fuckin' explosive diarrhea

and they still deny they didn't rip that shit out.

clearly its not cramps that's hurting, u obviously got some GAS pains

its called pepto bismol,

and if you're gonna let one rip don't be shy just say u needa take a shit and rip that shit out in the toilet not in public.

Can't stop loving you
I think what I’m most afraid of, is that I’ll never be happy again. And not in a, laughing with my friends kind of happy. I mean truly happy. End of the day, falling asleep with a heart that doesn’t hurt. With a heart that doesn’t wish for something more.

For a while I had that. For almost two years. Every minute that I spent with you made me happy. Made me feel more like ME than I ever have before. I love everything about you. And on top of that, I love the way that you made me feel so content in just being ME. No pretenses, no faking, just the real me. You made me feel that I was enough. That I despite all of my faults and flaws, I was still amazing.

And then things changed..

And every day since has been a struggle. A struggle to understand why things changed. I don’t know what to do now.

I can’t let go.I don’t WANT to let you go. I know that by letting you go, I’m letting go of the only thing that has ever made me truly happy. That has calmed my mind and allowed me to just rest in the moment and be at peace. I don’t want to let that go.

I can’t make myself stop loving you. And no matter how much we try and fix things, it just gets us into a bigger mess. So where does that leave us? I’ve never been more lost….